the roommate left for northern california today. i am completely home alone. All doors are chained. All windows are locked. Lights in the other half of the house are off, and I am seated on the couch with my feet up wondering how loud i’d have to scream for someone to hear me if anything happened to me. the upstairs neighbor eric, must be doing some mixing, or playing of music because the beats are loud and intense. upstairs neighbor sean, just left. He stopped by to pick up is laundry and we hung out for a while, talking, listening to music, watching the youtube video of the gallery in which he djs. goodness. i was all prepared to write…and now…now it just feels like its been stolen from me. gone.